So much floating around my head..

I have so much floating around my head right now, that id feels like if I don’t get it down some were, I'm going to explode.

This really has to do with men for the most part. A lot of people at L-R seem to think I'm a Lesbian or Bi. Well I'm not, I might mess around with a chick, but I would never date one. Dose that make me bi or a lesbian? Or is it the fact that I'm not dating any one? According to the rumor mill it does. It doesn’t bug me, I really could give a fuck what people think, but it does annoy me that people here Believe things so blindly. And any one, who thinks I'm just in denial because I have no issue with Chick/Chick body contact, can go jump in a like. I'm a physical person and I show my emotions by being physical. It does not mean I'm a certain sexuality because I let some one sit on my lap, or do something that makes me look like gay. You can have body contact and have it not be sexual; I mean we have our children sit on our lap, and out lovers, does that mean we are molesting our children by letting them sit on the lap of a person of the opposite sex? Some say yes, most say no. the fact that we are so worried about sexual interactions and doing some thing a certain way, drives me nuts. I can admit I think some one I know is gay and doesn’t know that hi is yet, and I bug him about it. I know that makes me look like a hypocrite, but I feel that if he would be willing to experiment so he knows for shur he would a lot happier. I know I'm not because I have tried a chick and it was fun but a relationship beyond the little sexual encounter was nothing, and I did it twice, so I know for sure.

Ok men are confusing, but I'll get to that later, right now I’m fried from that last bit.

mooo hahahahah

ok this is just my frist test ost more to come