I have so much floating around my head right now, that id feels like if I don’t get it down some were, I'm going to explode.
This really has to do with men for the most part. A lot of people at L-R seem to think I'm a Lesbian or Bi. Well I'm not, I might mess around with a chick, but I would never date one. Dose that make me bi or a lesbian? Or is it the fact that I'm not dating any one? According to the rumor mill it does. It doesn’t bug me, I really could give a fuck what people think, but it does annoy me that people here Believe things so blindly. And any one, who thinks I'm just in denial because I have no issue with Chick/Chick body contact, can go jump in a like. I'm a physical person and I show my emotions by being physical. It does not mean I'm a certain sexuality because I let some one sit on my lap, or do something that makes me look like gay. You can have body contact and have it not be sexual; I mean we have our children sit on our lap, and out lovers, does that mean we are molesting our children by letting them sit on the lap of a person of the opposite sex? Some say yes, most say no. the fact that we are so worried about sexual interactions and doing some thing a certain way, drives me nuts. I can admit I think some one I know is gay and doesn’t know that hi is yet, and I bug him about it. I know that makes me look like a hypocrite, but I feel that if he would be willing to experiment so he knows for shur he would a lot happier. I know I'm not because I have tried a chick and it was fun but a relationship beyond the little sexual encounter was nothing, and I did it twice, so I know for sure.
Ok men are confusing, but I'll get to that later, right now I’m fried from that last bit.
